Spooked
Cheryl said you could see that he was always a bit on the edge or worried. Sometimes people would stop and ask him something mundane or for directions, and he always “seemed spooked.”

Spooked
Praying To The Lord
He would shield himself during arguments with Cheryl. “I remember during Christmas of 2014, I was on my knees in church, saying ‘Lord, please, I can’t do this anymore,’” Cheryl recalled. “That was a few weeks before everything went down.”

Praying To The Lord